Wow....7 weeks flew by, and tomorrow is my first day back to work. Forget my other blogs, I'll catch you all up on Christmas and whatever else soon. What really is eating away at me right now is the fact that tomorrow morning I have to wake up like I used to and go to work like I used to. Except nothing is going to be the same...I have to leave the most precious smiling face for 5 whole hours!! I think I have taken forgranted these last 7 weeks, although I dont even know how that's possible b/c I have cherished every second with Gavin, watching him grow, watching him notice more things, become more alert, and sleep longer and longer through the night (thank God!). He is such a perfect baby, and I can't get enough time with him.
I know that Gavin will be in the most loving hands possible while Im gone. His Nana and Grandma can't wait to spend time with him while I work. So I really shouldn't fear for his well-being. He will be just fine without me...I think. Wish me luck, this might be one of the hardest days Ive had with him, even over all the days he screamed for 3 hours straight and there was nothing I could do to soothe him. I'll take that any day over leaving him wondering where I went...
What a sweet smile!!
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